Friday, September 24, 2004

::Hmm..::

yeah.. look at the time now.. i havent turned in yet.. my body system reali mixed up le.. nt feelin well either.. i think i'm fallin sick alr.. damn sianz.. ppl sleepin i'm stil so awake.. mornins are jus nt meant for me.. anyway..

[thanks for being there for me when i needed someone e most.. even when its jus a small little gesture from u.. it helped.. to make me feel beta.. much more beta.. duno how to repay u except to let u bully me? u.u alrights.. take care! -huGgies- love ya!]

[hey ger.. dun be too stressed up with ur schwork and life ok? learn to relax urself.. life's not a problem for ya to solve but a gift for ya to enjoy.. handle things well.. i know u can do it.. take great care! call me when ya free! -huGgies- love ya!]

[thanks for being there for me.. u've been a great fren! hope theres nothin botherin u also.. its nt gd to hv tat feelin ya? i know n i understand wad u're tryin to inject into my brain.. realli thanks for tat, pal! love ya!]

[dun be so naughty.. play hard.. study harder! i know u'll nv let me down eh? :) tats my ger! hEe -hugGies- love ya!]

[a BIG THANKS n HUG for ya! u've been great! reali glad tat we've met.. nv fail to brighten up my days with ur lame jokes and weird laughter eh? :P ger.. BEST BUDDY FOREVER YA? really enjoyed ur company! come to me when u need someone okie? i'll disturb u until u cannot tahan! i'll always be here.. *huGgiEs* love ya!]

[wonder how are u recently.. sorry tat i've been missin out.. jus hope tat everythin's goin on well.. smile more.. it'll make ur life easier and lighter! -huGgies- love ya! :)]

[din expect things to turn out this way.. still wonderin wad's wrong.. wad's with u? u? u? and u? does tat mean we couldnt put our friendship to test? i'm reali bothered.. wouldnt care much if i dun give a damn.. nothin will change even if i do anythin now i guess.. after all these.. i thought we would be alright.. but no.. i was wrong.. nobody was willin to make tat effort in sustainin this bond.. i'm too tired to think about it and makin my life miserable alr.. blame me if u wan or jus take it as i'm the bad guy here.. i'm givin up...]

[kinda miss ya.. are u alright? i hope so.. definitely dowan to see ya goin down the slope.. cheer up ger! dun be too stressed over sch work! study hard.. shall meet up soon! -hugGies- love ya!]

[seems like u're doin well lately.. though there may be some unsolved problems for ya to face.. its hard.. its difficult.. but u've come a long way afterall.. busy eh? dun be too stressed alrights? take some time to show concern to those who need u the most ok? no matter wad.. nobody likes to be left out.. slow down ur pace and pay attention to them.. its worth ur time.. take care and all the best k! -huGgies- love ya!]

[know i've neglected u.. sorry.. too busy with sch lately.. thanks for being understandin.. reali glad to have known u! study hard ok? dun always play.. take care! we'll meet up soon, promise! love ya!]

[hey.. cheer up will ya! saddens me to see u nt being urself.. u were nv like tat in the past.. nt the same old cheerful u.. ppl n things change for as long as we live.. hv to learn to accept certain things the way they are now.. i know ya disappointed.. i am as well.. but i've learnt to let go.. its time for ya to do so as well.. dun treat urself unfairly ok? even if u've got no one.. u still hv me.. bear tat in mind! hope to see u back to ur old self soon.. i reali miss YOU! *huggiEs* love ya!]

[cheer up my dear.. life's nt supposed to be like tat eh.. i know things din go ur way.. but whose do? its okie to be sad.. for a while.. nt too gd to be lidat for too long.. u know wad i mean.. u've been lidat for quite some time alr.. i'm very worried u know? lucky i'm understanding enough.. if not :p take things easy ok? dun be too bothered by wad happened in the past.. wad's more impt is now.. jus be happy.. be urself.. dun make ppl ard u worried for u.. dun be naughty.. dun be so stubborn.. there's sure to be ups and downs in life.. depends on how u face and handle them.. i believe u're able to cross the hurdle.. u've helped me once, rem? tats why i'll have to make sure u're alright.. no point makin life difficult for urself even when u've got no clue how to solve it.. u've got a choice.. to be happy or unhappy.. its up to u.. reali dun wish to see u lidat.. learn to be strong and stand on ur feet again my ger! i cant always be there for ya.. but i promise i'll be here for as long as i can.. life's nv a bore when theres me oh! :) BUDDY FOR LIFE! love ya! *huGgiEs*]

if ya think i'm referrin to u.. yeah.. mayb u're right.. dun take the trouble to ask me anythin.. tats all i wanna say.. as for those i din mention.. thanks for being a part of my life.. each and everyone of ya.. U ALL ROCK MY WORLD! :)

lian..//


Posted by lilian at 4:20 AM