Tuesday, January 18, 2005

finally left with one last tutorial to do... slept at 3+am last nite jus to do my cpmII, safety, and estimatin&costin tutorials ar... almost couldnt get up today for 9am's lecture... miracle thing was tat i actually reached school early! and we had extra classes from 3-5pm to compensate friday's mbw lecture... almost died from tiredness n overspent of concentration... i could even sleep on e train at a standin position... reali drained lor... at last! got home ard 6.15pm.. my niece left early so its quite 'peaceful' w/o her makin so much noise... could take it no more.. so i jus collapsed onto e bed n fell asleep straightaway... until ard 9.45pm then i realised i've missed my show... so i'm plannin to catch e repeat at 1am later on since i'm goin to do my tut until... perhaps mornin? no idea... still feel quite sleepy though i managed to take a nap jus now...

anyway... reali gotta study liao... i've a feelin tat i'll flunk most of my papers tis sem lor... everythin is jus so different tis time round... not used to it... and time is runnin out liao... but can blame me for tat lar... for not being hardworkin enough... for wantin to play even before exam... haha :p i admit... but i'm scared now lor... i deserve to suffer now har :(

nvm.... i'll jus be MoRe dilligent these few days... then enjoy myself over e weekends... and its time to jump off e buildin when tests start.. hahaha... pray for me okies!

for those who are havin e same plight as me.. i can only say... Good Luck! we have to pull thru no matter wad okies! togetherly! @^#%&%&@#%$&^#@%$&^#%!@#!#@*^*#

-slackin for a while more b4 sufferin-

Posted by lilian at 11:03 PM

Monday, January 17, 2005

used to enjoy life & be stress-free.. esp durin tis period of time every yr..
used to hope for reali unexpected surprises on dat special day alone..
used to be filled wif excitement when cny was approachin day by day..
all of these... dat were used to be.. will not be tis yr...

feelin rather low nowadays.. cos of family, friends, school, fyp etc. not forgettin my term-test timetable:

Thur(27/1) - REM
Fri(28/1) - MBW
Mon(31/1) - ACT
Tue(1/2) - Est&Costg
Wed(2/2) - CPM2
Fri(4/2) - BS3

so so so sad lor... can u imagine? fancy havin papers e week b4 cny... somemore e first paper is on 27/1......... like tis still nvm... i can accept... but now reali damn stressed... no time to study at all... fyp haven completed... needa do tutorials everyday... plus next week tests liao... no time to study at all... by e time finished tests its alr cny... after tat gonna hand up proj by 18Feb... haiz... whr got time to do lei??? gonna go bonkers soon man!!!

needed rest & sleep badly... havin poor health recently... dunno how to take care of myself... but cant afford to miss school liao... if not cannot catch up wif e bullet train lectures... haizzz... though only 4 more mths to go... but it reali seems difficult to pull thru tis stage now... hopeless.... gonna take a nap after tis... wakin up later to complete my remainin tuts so dat i can start revision earlier hopefully by e end of tis week...

haiz... its jus a diploma afterall......

Posted by lilian at 10:29 PM

Sunday, January 02, 2005

new yr resolutions:
1. enjoy my last yr in poly
2. study with effort for e last lap - stop dozin off in cls
3. stop being sensitive with lil' thingys
4. have time for my loved ones
5. pick up a new sport
6. learn to be less lazy
7. have a peaceful yr
8. cont. studies in a uni
9. save lotsa $
10. find my beloved - haha

Posted by lilian at 4:11 PM

Saturday, January 01, 2005

phew.. got home only less than an hour.. jus had my dinner and here i am updatin today's events...

if we din meet at marina sq.. i wun know wad it had become today... been ages since i last went... first thing was that e cab driver din know whr to drop me.. so jus anyhow left me outside e spot whr e old taxi stand was... made me figured quite some time how to get in... met juan, karen n shan halfway thru.. thanks to their signboards.. we took a big turn before enterin a deserted area and finally into e mall itself... wahliew.. real pathetic!

was meetin nat n her family for lunch at this seafood buffet restaurant.. total of 40+ peeps includin us! haha.. yeah.. we were like VIPs occupyin 4 long tables... n e place was very nice decorated.. with gold n crystals... food was good also... only thing was that ppl were rushin for food lor... quite a letdown.. nevertheless.. we reali enjoyed ourselves eatin rounds n rounds of seafood n desserts... esp someone ar... haha...

after we were finally satisfied with our bloated stomachs as a result of 2 hours of eatin.. haha.. we decided to go for a singin session at suntec's kbox cos long time nv do so le... had fun n laughter for 4 hours eh.. together with nat's cousins n sista... but they left halfway when their parents came to fetch them.. leavin us leses to scream n shout... haha.. we reali know how to enjoy ourselves eh.. moved on to e arcade after singin n played for an hour or so...

shoppin was up next... gek wanted to get a pair of sneakers so e leses came up with e idea of gettin one as her pre-bday present... we took such pain to coax her into tellin us which pair she likes... haha.. couldnt stand it man... finally chose a pair for her which most of us fancy and thought it suited her well.. hope u like it okie! hehe :D

initially wanted to play pool with nat one.. but its alr 10+pm n e rest wanted to go home.. so we set someday next week aside for it... together with e aim of gettin info for basic theory thingy and also xboxin at nat's hse... haha.. yeapie!

as e first day of a new yr.. hope everyone has a new beginnin to start with no troubles, no problems and no worries.. wishin all a happy new yr okie!!!

time to prepare to sleep liaoz... ciaoz~

Posted by lilian at 11:33 PM