Sunday, February 19, 2006

nothin matters anymore...

this is jus 'life'... n we have to learn to accept wadeva that's comin forth... even if u dun like.. we have to learn to let go of things or ppl who have to leave someday eventually... even when u cant bear to...

cos nothin lasts foreva... when theres a beginnin.. theres sure to be an endin... jus a matter of time when it will stop... thats e main reason why ppl always say we have to cherish the things n ppl ard u before its too late.. cos it'll be too late for regrets... theres no point makin urself suffer bcos of somethin u could have done but didnt.. unless u really deserved it... its jus too silly..

come to think of it... when things happen.. be it a long or short duration.. its e process that makes a difference and not e end results... its true that u will gain n u will lose in some ways.. but all these will eventually become part of u... to remind u wad to look out for and wad to expect e next time when a similar situation occurs... they have alr formed u and u wont ever notice how much n when u have started to change...

no doubt it applies to everyone.. u and me.. isn't it jus part of life?

i know that all things happen for a reason... thats why i wont be so narrow-minded as to blame everyone for everythin that happened.. im not blind to that extent yet mind u...

sometimes.. its not a bad idea to leave things as they are.. not that ur being irresponsible.. but ur lettin ur mind to sort things out and eventually see the light one day... so i can say... im leavin for good? more time for family, frens and things that i've neglected so far... time to chase them back!

im thankful for all, each n everyone who has entered my life and made a difference in some ways or so... believe it or not... thank you for being there... i definitely know who did and will =)

Posted by lilian at 2:02 AM